4/4 – I AM DISCONNECTED

This case study is number 4 in a series of 4 case studies. These case studies are all connected and where diagnosed in a specific sequence marked 1 – 4.  To view the other case studies please click on the links below:

1/4 – I am UNSUPPORTED

2/4 – I am UNFOCUSED

3/4 – I am INDISCRIMINATE

~ CASE STUDY SUMMARY POINTS ~

  • Life purpose: To learn how to become aligned to truth.
  • Conflict event: 37 years old, death of mother.
  • Emotions:  Abandoned; confused and speechless.
  • Belief & life conflict: I am Connected vs. Disconnected.
  • Presenting health problem: Tinnitus (ringing in the ear) and water retention.
  • Higher purpose:  Integrate a person’s truth into the present moment.

Brief explanation of the case study points:

To gain consciousness of our life purpose we need to create a context within which to experience it.  The conflict event is the very first moment whereby we are put into a state of stress because we perceive it as a threat. The conflict is always unexpected, dramatic and is something we’ve not had an experience of before. This threat causes us to adopt a belief that results in a life conflict about who we truly are. This also marks the start of dis-ease in our body, mind and environment.  Every-time we attract a situation whereby we feel the same emotions felt at the time of the conflict, we are reminded of the threat and we start behaving in an unconscious manner that is not really who we are. We move in and out of this experience to gain wisdom about our higher purpose for being here.

~ FULL CASE STUDY BELOW ~

CONFLICT EVENT

This is the very first moment my client was not able to physically connected with  another person’s soul.

Age: 37 years old

It was 4 am in the morning, my client received a phone call from her mother’s partner telling her that her mother had been shot dead.  In total shock she put down the phone, grabbed her keys and drove to her sister’s house.  They then drove to their other sister’s house and went straight to the farm where her mother lived. When they arrived the detectives and forensics where there.  Her mother’s body was still at the scene of the crime.  She was confused to find out she hadn’t been shot instead strangled and abused.  She asked if they could see the body. At first they were denied but after some persuasion the detectives permitted it.  They all sat around their mother’s body, which had been covered only her face exposed.  Her and her 2 older sisters placed their hands on her body as she said a pray.  She then leaned over to kiss her mother on her chin and was caught completely off guard as her mother’s chin felt ice cold. The reality of her mother’s death hit home, it was if someone had taken a giant scissors and cut their connection and her mother’s soul was gone. All that remained was her cold body that lay on the cold cement floor.  Her once beautiful face, now swollen and blue, almost unrecognizable. A few hours later they removed her body.  The following day she went to where her mother’s body had lay. She put her hands over where her mothers body would have been, after a few moments she could feel the energy from her mother, it was as though it was trapped.  She carried out a healing until she could  feel the trapped energy transcend. Now every part of her mother (soul; body and energy) was gone.

In the following video you will see Lucille go into an altered state of consciousness in order to access the above-mentioned conflict event.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VIDEO

BELIEF

The perception of this event caused my client to adopt a belief that she would be disconnected to her soul.

Belief = I am disconnected.

Disconnected = Dictionary def: not having parts joined together in a logical way.

EMOTIONS

The emotions felt at the time of the conflict event became anchored into her life experience.  Therefore, every-time she attracted a life situation whereby she felt those same emotions, she believed she was being disconnected.

In the following sequence we find her moving from a conscious belief, through to her unconscious (limiting new) belief, via her emotions mentioned in brackets.

I am connected – [ABANDONED, CONFUSED, SHOCKED] – I am disconnected.

PRESENTING HEALTH ISSUE

Every organ in the body has an innate intelligence which responds to messages sent via the mind. In the event of a conflict shock the mind sends a message to the organ that would best assist with the survival and evolution of the person. Disease in the organ is the language of the soul sending a person messages about their conflict. The interpretation can be found in the functioning of the organ when in a diseased state.  Please see below the organ that responded to the stress felt at the time of the conflict event and the messages:

For the record there were 2 organs that reacted at the time of the conflict.

1) Health issue – tinnitus (ringing in the ear)
Organ – ear / hearing

The purpose of hearing is to provide us with information of the world and environment around us. If there is information coming in that is perceived as a threat the hearing will block out certain frequencies. Those frequencies will be replaced with a ringing, roaring, buzzing, or whistling sound in the ear. The purpose of the ringing in the ear is to block out the sound the person didn’t want to hear.  My client didn’t want to hear what her mothers’ partner said to her on the phone, “your mother has been shot, she is dead”.

By looking at the function, purpose or appearance of the organ we find an embedded clue that gives us insights into the original conflict shock.  Here is the clue:

If we think of the anatomy of the ear, we have an auditory canal that provides a passageway for information. The information goes through a membrane and enters into the middle ear for processing.  If we compare it to a gun.  A gun has a shaft, similar to an auditory canal, and if shot into a person if will piece the skin and enter into the organs within.

2) Health issue – water retention
Organ – kidney collecting tubules

The purpose of the kidney collecting tubules is to balance fluid in the body through re-absorption and excretion. When a person feels alone or abandoned these tubules will close and re-absorb, or retain bodily fluids.  A nice metaphor to explain this is: imagine you are stuck in a desert all alone with no water, in order to survive your body will hold onto all your fluid, as much as possible, so you can live longer. My client perceived her mothers’ death as her mother had abandoned her.  Her mind could not tell the difference between this abandonment or if she was left alone in a dessert, her body responded in the same way.  This resulted in her retaining water in her body and her gaining weight.

By looking at the function, purpose or appearance of the organ we find an embedded clue that gives us insights into the original conflict shock.  Here is the clue:

The kidneys re-absorb fluids creating more mass, when my client looked down at her mother’s face it had turned blue and her head was swollen, giving the impression of more fluid.

LIFE CONFLICT (Connected vs. Disconnected)

When her limiting belief is in control and she enters into an unconscious state, she only perceives life from one perspective.  In this state it was almost impossible for her to remain connected to her own soul.  Here is a brief summary of her perception of her life:

Shortly after this event one of her ex-clients made an appointment with her.  She would usually carry out health assessments and therapy/healings, but on this occasion she worked in a very different way.  In the session if felt like she disconnected from her own body and allowed the soul from her client to enter into her body, to allow her clients soul to communicate back to her client.  As the months moved on she started to lose more and more interest in her own body. It was if her soul was operating almost without her body.  She started to gain weight, she rejected taking care of herself and started to dress very scruffy.  Her inner beauty was no longer shining through, her body had become dull and lifeless. When observing her reflection in the mirror or photo’s of herself she couldn’t connect with the person that was looking back at her.

HIGHER PURPOSE

The conflict event; emotions; belief; presenting health issue and life conflict, all form part of “The Story” or “The Soul Script”.  It was a story or script that was created from our mind, or ego, to act out in the way our mind/ego wanted to. In another simplified way of putting it, we are merely actors reading/acting out a script.  How we behave in the story is not really who we are. What is real is the wisdom our soul gets from this experience. It is this wisdom that allows our soul to evolve.

My client’s life purpose was to learn to become aligned to what is the real in the present moment. When she sat next to her mother deep down she knew that her death was a result of her not being in alignment to her souls purpose.  The strangulation was a metaphor for her mother who had literally strangled the life and soul out of herself through the choices she had made in life. There was no other choice but to leave as she had reached a point where it was impossible for her to evolve spiritually in this life.

The wisdom she received in the moment was very profound as it represented the lives of so many people who were squeezing the life and soul out of themselves.  People who  made fear-based choices that prevented them to make the necessary changes that would bring them back into alignment to who they really are.  She committed to making this her number 1 priority when working with people – to align them to their higher consciousness and close the door on their past.

Here is the live channeled healing carried out by Lucille to clear and heal all karmic attributes connected to the life conflict. Lucille also energetically aligns the soul to its higher purpose.

HEALING VIDEO TO FOLLOW

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3/4 – I AM INDISCRIMINATE

This case study is number 3 in a series of 4 case studies. These case studies are all connected and where diagnosed in a specific sequence marked 1 – 4.  To view the other case studies please click on the links below:

1/4 – I am UNSUPPORTED

2/4 – I am UNFOCUSED

4/4 – I am DISCONNECTED

~ CASE STUDY SUMMARY POINTS ~

  • Life purpose: To observe human behaviour
  • Conflict event: 5 years old, saw father physically and sexually abuse mother.
  • Emotions: guarded; frightened; blocked; vulnerable; melancholy and worried.
  • Belief & life conflict: I am Discriminate vs. Indiscriminate.
  • Presenting health problem: Breast cancer and emotional burn-out.
  • Higher purpose: Analyze the discrepancies between human behaviour and a person’s soul purpose.

Brief explanation of the case study points:

To gain consciousness of our life purpose we need to create a context within which to experience it.  The conflict event is the very first moment whereby we are put into a state of stress because we perceive it as a threat. The conflict is always unexpected, dramatic and is something we’ve not had an experience of before. This threat causes us to adopt a belief that results in a life conflict about who we truly are. This also marks the start of dis-ease in our body, mind and environment.  Every-time we attract a situation whereby we feel the same emotions felt at the time of the conflict, we are reminded of the threat and we start behaving in an unconscious manner that is not really who we are. We move in and out of this experience to gain wisdom about our higher purpose for being here.

~ FULL CASE STUDY BELOW ~

CONFLICT EVENT

This is the very first moment my client was unable to discriminate between what she was seeing and truth.

Age: 5 years old

Her mother and father were already divorced.  Her mother started dating another man.  When her father found out, he went round to their house in a drunken rage and forced his way in.  She was sleeping in her bedroom at the time, when she was woken up by her mother’s shouting.  She tried to block out the sounds by putting her hands over her ears. Feeling guarded she hesitated, but eventually decided to investigate.  She crept out of her bed and followed the sound which led to her mother’s bedroom door.  The door was slightly open.  Frightened, she pushed open the door just enough to see what was going on inside.  She stood frozen, putting her hands over her eyes.  She looked through the gaps between her fingers, observing her father hitting and pushing her mother around the room, then her father pulled down his trousers lifted up my mothers nightgown and raped her.  Her mother pleaded with him to stop.  trying to push him away, but all her attempts failed under his strength.  She stood at the door feeling very vulnerable.  He threatened to kill the man she was dating if she continued to see him.  She was left feeling unhappy.  After a while her father noticed her standing by the door. He quickly pulled up his trousers and walked towards her, leaving her mother crying in the room.  She was worried, not knowing what he may do.  He then picked her up and carried her back to her bedroom and put her back to bed.

In the following video you will see Lucille go into an altered state of consciousness in order to access the above-mentioned conflict event.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VIDEO

BELIEF

The perception of this event caused my client to adopt a belief that she would not be able to make clear judgments.

Belief = I am indiscriminate.

Indiscriminate = Dictionary def: lacking discriminate or careful choice; random or promiscuous; jumbled; confused; restrained

EMOTIONS

The emotions felt at the time of the conflict event became anchored into her life experience.  Therefore, every-time she attracted a life situation whereby she felt those same emotions, she believed she was being indiscriminate.

In the following sequence we find her moving from a conscious belief, through to her unconscious (limiting new) belief, via her emotions mentioned in brackets.

I am discriminate – [GUARDED, FRIGHTENED, BLOCKED, VULNERABLE, MELANCHOLY, WORRIED] – I am indiscriminate.

Consequently whenever she was faced with any written, reading or oral task she would go through these same emotions.   She would be unable to discriminate.  Another label that can be used is DYSLEXIC.

PRESENTING HEALTH ISSUE

Every organ in the body has an innate intelligence which responds to messages sent via the mind. In the event of a conflict shock the mind sends a message to the organ that would best assist with the survival and evolution of the person. Disease in the organ is the language of the soul sending a person messages about their conflict. The interpretation can be found in the functioning of the organ when in a diseased state.  Please see below the organ that responded to the stress felt at the time of the conflict event and the messages:

Health issue – breast cancer and emotional burn-out
Organ – breast mammary glands (both left and right)

The purpose of the breast mammary glands are to produce milk for nurturing.  Usually the breast glands will increase in size when a woman is pregnant.  However the mind cannot distinguish between a woman actually being pregnant and her preparing for this, or a stressful life situation that needs additional nurturing.  In both cases the breast reacts in the same way by increasing the cells in the breast glands. Due to the extreme desire for my client to nurture the situation both her right and left breast reacted.  When this happens the organ reaction goes into a higher level of consciousness which results in less changes in the breast, and more psychological changes.  This caused her to feel emotional dead, burnt-out and antisocial.  The burn-out also resulted in a neurological breakdown fueling her dyslexia.

Many years later she undertook some healing and resolved half of the conflict, but the program was still running in her right breast.  She was desperately tried to overcome her dyslexia as it was having a massive impact on her business.  She set up a 30-challenge for herself where she created a blog and for 30 minutes wrote out the first thing that came into her head. This only impounded the problem, as the mind perceived this as another massive threat which needed nurturing, this resulted in her getting breast cancer in her left breast.

By looking at the function, purpose or appearance of the organ we find an embedded clue that gives us insights into the original conflict shock.  Here is the clue:

The scene where her father pulled down his pants and raped her mother, this could resemble a mother pulling down her top and inserting her nipple into her babies mouth..

LIFE CONFLICT (Discriminate vs. Indiscriminate)

When her limiting belief is in control and she enters into an unconscious state, she only perceives life from one perspective.  In this state it was almost impossible for her to see how life was being discriminate.  Here is a brief summary of her perception of her life:

She came from a very dysfunctional family where there were no clear boundaries or family values set. She had no conception of a ‘normal’ family life. Her role models were an alcoholic father who remarried and then showed little interest in her or her siblings.  Over-stressed mother who was in financial distress and who offered no nurturing.  Sisters who would rebel against any rule that was set and who both fell pregnant by the age of 19.  A brother who was a kleptomaniac and psychopath.  Her home was turned into a halfway house for everyone. Everyone’s drama managed to find their way into there home. In amongst all the drama she became very withdrawn and asocial.  From her family alone she was exposed to abuse (of all kinds), death, murder, suicide, disabilities, cancer, addictions (of all kinds), divorce, poverty, dishonesty, manipulation and corruption.

She would attract relationships with men who were either too old for her, who had addictive personalities (e.g. alcoholics, drug addicts, sex addicts), or were socially dysfunctional in one way or another. She was unable to put up clear and healthy boundaries, so most things were acceptable.  This also lead her down a very promiscuous and hedonistic path.  She too landed up taking too many drugs, experimenting with most, which eventually landed her up in a coma.

She found it almost impossible to focus on one specific thing at given time.  She was overloaded with a stream of information coming in from all direction.  This impacted her neural integrative pathway and influenced her ability to process information.  This was also a big reason behind her having dyslexia.

From the beginning of her schooling she struggled tremendously, unable to make sense of the conventional way of teaching.  This resulted in her inability to read and write properly. She would feel humiliated when standing up in class as the other children laughed at her stumbling over her words. She found it very difficult to concentrate and would become easily distracted.   When asked to do things she would experience mental blocks and forget things. This was aggravated by her mother becoming irritated with her when she couldn’t get things right, and her repeatedly calling her stupid and forgetful. Her mother gave up on helping her almost from the start of her schooling.  She was left to battle through her school years by herself, receiving no additional educational support.  She limped through the grades and eventually dropped out of school. She attended college briefly but also decided to drop out.  For many years she abandoned further education as the idea of it was too daunting.  Her preferred choice of learning was through a trial and error way, observing others and been shown in a more practical way. She did many jobs but never really progressed too far up the ladder as they required further education.  Overall she felt the mainstream way of being educated and working to be too confusing.

HIGHER PURPOSE

The conflict event; emotions; belief; presenting health issue and life conflict, all form part of “The Story” or “The Soul Script”.  It was a story or script that was created from our mind, or ego, to act out in the way our mind/ego wanted to. In another simplified way of putting it, we are merely actors reading/acting out a script.  How we behave in the story is not really who we are. What is real is the wisdom our soul gets from this experience. It is this wisdom that allows our soul to evolve.

My client’s life purpose was to observe human behaviour. She attracted a life where she had opportunities to observe many different scenario’s of human behaviour. When her father raped her mother it was not because he was drunk and couldn’t control his jealousy, it was because he was an adopted child who had never been shown unconditional love. My mother was the first person who had ever shown him love.  He feared that her mother would never truly know how much he loved her.  He wanted to have sex with her because at that stage it was the only way he knew how to show his love to her.   It was his fear that she will love another man that caused his behaviour, not is alcohol.

She eventually was able to analyze what lay underneath human behaviour and what fears fueled it. Her father’s truth was to learn the meaning of love without becoming too attached to it, or fearing its absence. If he had, he would lead a life where love was unconditional and unlimited. Only when we gain consciousness of why we have our fears, will we be empowered by stepping into our higher purpose.  She also learned that a person’s fears or struggles are in fact their gift!

Here is the live channeled healing carried out by Lucille to clear and heal all karmic attributes connected to the life conflict. Lucille also energetically aligns the soul to its higher purpose.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VIDEO

If you would like to receive your own in-depth diagnosis, healing & therapy from Lucille, please visit her official web page:

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2/4 – I AM UNFOCUSED

This case study is number 2 in a series of 4 case studies. These case studies are all connected and where diagnosed in a specific sequence marked 1 – 4.  To view the other case studies please click on the links below:

1/4 – I am UNSUPPORTED

3/4 – I am INDISCRIMINATE

4/4 – I am DISCONNECTED

~ CASE STUDY SUMMARY POINTS ~

  • Life purpose: To understand the purpose of dis-ease.
  • Conflict event: 5 months in womb, hemorrhaging / near miscarriage.
  • Emotions:  worried; tangled; fatigued and detached.
  • Belief & life conflict: I am Focused vs. Unfocused.
  • Presenting health problem: Ovarian cyst and infertility
  • Higher purpose: To enter into disassociated or altered states of consciousness, to gain awareness of where a person is not aligned to their soul purpose.

Brief explanation of the case study points:

To gain consciousness of our life purpose we need to create a context within which to experience it.  The conflict event is the very first moment whereby we are put into a state of stress because we perceive it as a threat. The conflict is always unexpected, dramatic and is something we’ve not had an experience of before. This threat causes us to adopt a belief that results in a life conflict about who we truly are. This also marks the start of dis-ease in our body, mind and environment.  Every-time we attract a situation whereby we feel the same emotions felt at the time of the conflict, we are reminded of the threat and we start behaving in an unconscious manner that is not really who we are. We move in and out of this experience to gain wisdom about our higher purpose for being here.

~ FULL CASE STUDY ~

CONFLICT EVENT

This is the very first moment my client was unable to stay focused.

Age: 5 months in the womb

Her mother and father were arguing. Her father started pushing her mother around which caused her mother to start hemorrhaging. Within the womb my client became worried and started to become tangled and fatigued from the stress.  She felt that emotionally her mother was beginning to detach from her. This came as a shock as she had only known her purpose for being here through her mothers emotional feedback. As a result of her mother becoming emotionally detached this purpose was now unclear.

In the following video you will see Lucille go into an altered state of consciousness in order to access the above-mentioned conflict event.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VIDEO

BELIEF

The perception of this event caused my client to adopt a belief that she would not have a clear focus on the direction she should take in life.

Belief = I am unfocused.

Unfocused = Dictionary def: lacking a clear purpose, direction or target.

EMOTIONS

The emotions felt at the time of the conflict event became anchored into her life experience.  Therefore, every-time she attracted a life situation whereby she felt those same emotions, she behaved in an unfocused way.

In the following sequence we find her moving from a conscious belief, through to her unconscious (limiting new) belief, via her emotions mentioned in brackets.

I am focused – [WORRIED; TANGLED; FATIGUED, DETACHED] – I am unfocused.

PRESENTING HEALTH ISSUE

Every organ in the body has an innate intelligence which responds to messages sent via the mind. In the event of a conflict shock the mind sends a message to the organ that would best assist with the survival and evolution of the person. Disease in the organ is the language of the soul sending a person messages about their conflict. The interpretation can be found in the functioning of the organ when in a diseased state.  Please see below the organ that responded to the stress felt at the time of the conflict event and the messages:

Health issue – Ovarian Cyst and Infertility
Organ – Ovaries

The purpose of the ovaries is to produce an egg for fertilization. Every month when a woman doesn’t conceive her egg is discharged when she menstruates.  Having a baby gives a woman a clear and natural purpose. She evolves from a woman to mother and potentially a grandmother. The message the cyst was telling my client was that she had lost her innate purpose or direction.   The near loss she felt at the time of the conflict event caused her to decide that she never wanted children as the potential loss felt from her mother was too painful.  The cyst is filled with sexual hormones to make a woman look younger.  By making her look younger she would attract a partner that would want to have her child, having a child would put her back on track with her life purpose and natural evolution of becoming a mother.

By looking at the function, purpose or appearance of the organ we find an embedded clue that gives us insights into the original conflict shock.  Here is the clue:

The cyst attaches itself to surrounding organs, in the same way as she was attached to her mothers’ womb.  The cyst eventually detaches in the same way as she experienced that perceived detachment when her mother was hemorrhaging.

LIFE CONFLICT (Focused vs. Unfocused)

When her limiting belief is in control and she enters into an unconscious state, she only perceives life from one perspective.  In this state it was almost impossible for her to see how life was keeping her focused.  Here is a brief summary of her perception of her life:

In 35 years she had moved house over 80 times and lived with over 100 people.  She had 7 different relationships, including 1 marriage and a few casual relationships in between.  She would adopt a new personality depending on who she was with, as a result attracted people from all walks of life.  By the age of 32 she had worked in over 20 different jobs, gaining experience in many different fields, including: retail, various finance roles, decorating & restoration, hospitality, alternative health-care, research and education.  Usually within the first month of working she would have already changed their current systems, improving and implementing her own. It was also not unlikely to see her sporting another hairstyle or colour as this was changed often, usually changing her look completely.

HIGHER PURPOSE

The conflict event; emotions; belief; presenting health issue and life conflict, all form part of “The Story” or “The Soul Script”.  It was a story or script that was created from our mind, or ego, to act out in the way our mind/ego wanted to. In another simplified way of putting it, we are merely actors reading/acting out a script.  How we behave in the story is not really who we are. What is real is the wisdom our soul gets from this experience. It is this wisdom that allows our soul to evolve.

My client’s life purpose was to learn the purpose of dis ease. When her mother was hemorrhaging she was able to see life from a disassociated point of view. She recognized that her mother was providing her a context (or womb) to facilitate her fully developing into a baby.  This context completed the initial cycle of her development, before she entered into a new one. Unfortunately the context that her mother created was not stable, thus resulting in her soul development being stunted. Her life offered her a understanding of how our environment can impact our evolution.  She became a context for her clients so they could understand their own environment from dissociated point of view. Also having a child of her own allowed her to see herself from a disassociated point of view, prior to this it had been difficult.  Therefore a child also acts as a context in this case.  Parenting offered her a wonderful opportunity to evolve as the feedback was immediate. Therefore evolving from a woman to a mother was a necessary and natural point of progression for her.

Here is the live channeled healing carried out by Lucille to clear and heal all karmic attributes connected to the life conflict. Lucille also energetically aligns the soul to its higher purpose.

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VIDEO

If you would like to receive your own in-depth diagnosis, healing & therapy from Lucille, please visit her official web page:

WWW.LUCILLEWHITE.CO.UK

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1/4 – I AM UNSUPPORTED

This case study is number 1 in a series of 4 case studies. These case studies are all connected and where diagnosed in a specific sequence marked 1 – 4.  To view the other case studies please click on the links below:

2/4 – I am UNFOCUSED

3/4 – I am INDISCRIMINATE

4/4 – I am DISCONNECTED

~ CASE STUDY SUMMARY POINTS ~

  • Life purpose: To learn the meaning of compassion.
  • Conflict event: DOB, not breastfed by mother.
  • Emotions: concentrated and cheated.
  • Belief & life conflict: I am Supported vs. Unsupported
  • Presenting health problem: Acne / Pimples.
  • Higher purpose: To heal a person from past beliefs which no longer support them.

Brief explanation of the case study points:

To gain consciousness of our life purpose we need to create a context within which to experience it.  The conflict event is the very first moment whereby we are put into a state of stress because we perceive it as a threat. The conflict is always unexpected, dramatic and is something we’ve not had an experience of before. This threat causes us to adopt a belief that results in a life conflict about who we truly are. This also marks the start of dis-ease in our body, mind and environment.  Every-time we attract a situation whereby we feel the same emotions felt at the time of the conflict, we are reminded of the threat and we start behaving in an unconscious manner that is not really who we are. We move in and out of this experience to gain wisdom about our higher purpose for being here

~ FULL CASE STUDY BELOW ~

CONFLICT EVENT

This is the very first moment my client did not feel supported.

Age: birth day

After delivery it was a decision by my clients mother to bottle-feed, as opposed to allowing her to latch onto her breast. This caused her confusion because up until this stage she had only received food and nourishment from her mother via her umbilical cord and womb. She originally believed that she could only grow and develop if she received food and nourishment in natural and supportive way. She felt cheated, as she perceived being bottle-fed as unnatural and unsupported.

BELIEF

The perception of this event caused my client to adopt a belief that she would not  receive  nutritional or emotional support from her mother.

Belief = I am unsupported.

Unsupported = Dictionary def: not supported physically or emotionally

EMOTIONS

The emotions felt at the time of the conflict event became anchored into her life experience.  Therefore, every-time she attracted a life situation whereby she felt those same emotions, she believed she was being unsupported.

In the following sequence we find her moving from a conscious belief, through to her unconscious (limiting new) belief, via her emotions mentioned in brackets.

I am supported – [CONFUSED, CHEATED] – I am unsupported.

PRESENTING HEALTH ISSUE

Every organ in the body has an innate intelligence which responds to messages sent via the mind. In the event of a conflict shock the mind sends a message to the organ that would best assist with the survival and evolution of the person. Disease in the organ is the language of the soul sending a person messages about their conflict. The interpretation can be found in the functioning of the organ when in a diseased state.  Please see below the organ that responded to the stress felt at the time of the conflict event and the messages:

Health issue – pimples / acne                                                                                                  Organ – skin, dermis

The purpose of this inner part of the skin layers is to protect and support the internal organs.  When we see a pimple on the surface of the skin, the skin is actually thicker so it can metaphorically offer more support (the mind can’t tell the difference between actual reality or perceived reality).  Therefore the underlying message that the skin was telling her was that she is not getting enough support.

My client started having pimples from a very early age which continued throughout her life. She habitually picked at her pimples which left scaring all around her body.  As a health practitioner she would feel embarrassed as this didn’t support the healthy image she was trying to portray.

By looking at the function, purpose or appearance of the organ we find an embedded clue that gives us insights into the original conflict shock.  Here is the clue:

The shape of a pimple can be compared to the shape of a nipple.  The original conflict was around her not being breastfed or latching onto the nipple.

LIFE CONFLICT (Supported vs. Unsupported)

When her limiting belief is in control and she enters into an unconscious state, she only perceives life from one perspective.  In this state it was almost impossible for her to see how life was supporting her.  Here is a brief summary of her perception of her life:

Her mother divorced her father when she was 1.5 years old.  Her mother received very little child support and no government support, and had to try raise 4 children by herself.  Her mother would often send her off to live with her aunt as she wasn’t able to look after her.  Every year they had to move to a different house as they lived in rented accommodation. She had very few belongings, her clothes were all 2nd hand and there were never any luxuries.  When there was no money her mother would send her to go borrow from her aunt. She even remembers going to a small corner grocery and signing in a black book to buy on credit .  She was made to clean up the house, and her mother would continually scold and smack her for not cleaning the house properly, making her do it over and over again. Her mother never showed her any affection or any interest, she treated her like a servant ordering her around.  Her mother would spend weekends by her boyfriends house leaving her to be looked after by her siblings. Eventually her mother was found lying on a park bench as she had taken an overdose of pills, she was later rushed to hospital.  This resulted in her once again being separated from her siblings to go live with her aunt.  A year passed before she was allowed to go live back with her family again.  After a couple of years her mother decided to go live with her boyfriend on his farm.  She was 14 years old at the time.  It was only 21 years later that she received some support from her mother, who helped her set up home upon returning back home after living abroad for 12 years. Her mother tried to give her money but she reluctantly took it, it didn’t feel natural to take money from her and made her feel uncomfortable.  When she went into labour with her first child, both her mother and sister waited with her at hospital.  When it came to the time when she had to decide who she wanted to be supported by through her final stages, she chose her sister.

HIGHER PURPOSE

The conflict event; emotions; belief; presenting health issue and life conflict, all form part of “The Story” or “The Soul Script”.  It was a story or script that was created from our mind, or ego, to act out in the way our mind/ego wanted to. In another simplified way of putting it, we are merely actors reading/acting out a script.  How we behave in the story is not really who we are. What is real is the wisdom our soul gets from this experience. It is this wisdom that allows our soul to evolve.

My client’s life purpose was to learn the meaning of compassion.  This was done by understanding the importance of supporting her own needs, before trying to support the needs of her clients.   Her mother gave her the first lesson of this when she decided not to breastfeed her.  As breastfeeding her other 3 older siblings caused her pain and discomfort.  Her mother realised that she would be able to assist with my clients needs better, without having to nurse her own pain.

She then embarked on a journey of self-discovery, healing and clearing out beliefs that no longer supported her.  She knew only once she did so would she be able to assist others in healing and clearing out their unsupported beliefs.

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Introduction to The Truth Model

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Imagine a rose seed whose purpose is to grow into a flower.  Provided the seed is planted into nutrient-rich soil, given plenty of water, receives enough sunlight and is fairly sheltered from the with, it should turn into a beautiful rose.

The seed is planted.  Everything is perfect: enough sunlight, plenty of water, little wind, except the soil is too dry with not enough nutrients.

Growth becomes challenging. The rose bush grows but it doesn’t look very healthy.  Buds appear some half open whilst the rest wilt away before opening.

Eventually the rose bush is replanted into rich fertile soil and all the dead leaves are cut away.  The rose bush has been given new life. Dark green shiny leaves and buds start appearing everywhere.

The buds start opening exposing its deep red colour, filling the air with its magnificent scent. Finally in the noonday sun it is fully exposed, where it is observed and admired by all.

Like the seed we are all here to express our flower — this is our gift, our truth.  Life throws out challenges which allow us to become stronger and wiser.  Sometimes we are unable to work through these challenges, and become stuck.

A stuck state of being manifests in our bodies as a disease; we harbor negative emotions; we adopt limiting negative beliefs about ourselves; we attract unsuitable environments and relationships and our spiritual development is stunted.

Although very challenging, these challenges offer a person the perfect context to learn and comprehend their truth.  Once resolved, you will look back on your journey, through new eyes and wisdom and strength.

Finally the way you were before (e.g. the seed) is no longer recognizable, as you become so firmly anchored into your new identity and truth (e.g. the flower).

The Truth Model is a powerful diagnostic process to put a person back on course by recognising where they have gone wrong, and re-aligning them back to their truth.

The case studies presented on this site will give you tangible life examples of this, by giving you a more complete picture.  You will discover how everything is perfectly scripted and almost faultless.

Before reading the case studies please refer to my “Case Study Outline page” to familiarize yourself with the layout and labels that each of my case studies will follow.  Within each case study I will be offering additional peals of wisdom.

Hello World

WOW, never thought that I’d be saying that! I hope this blog doesn’t feel too exposed.  That’s the problem when you are not in the driving seat of your own vehicle – isn’t it?

So here we are, you and me, face to face, having a little chat.  This is usually how I like to start working with a new client.  You tell me a little bit about yourself and vice versa.

Okay, I will start…

I’ve spent a couple of days pondering this intro blog.  An inspired thought popped into my head. An acknowledgement out of my colleagues book which reads:

“Lucille White, who was so downtrodden by life yet so full of it at the same time, she has pushed me and become what she is today. She will tell the world about this stuff.”

(Book: “Why am I sick? What’s really wrong and how you can solve it using META-Medicine®” Author: Richard Flook, Meta-Medicine®  Master Trainer)

How perfect – past, present and future all collapsed into one neat sentence. I couldn’t have said it better myself. Thanks Richard!

Now if I was you, and you were me, I think you would probably be saying this:

I fear letting go of the past. The thought of change makes me feel vulnerable. I approve of myself 100%. Past, present and future – how was that?  If you resonated with it I’m totally with you as these were always the big ones for me too.

This is where I usually like to complete with a new client.  And so, World now that I can surmise where you are at, let’s create a little time and space for me to gather my next thought.

Today I was reading some useful tips on how to be a better writer and it said, “The last line needs to go BOOM! Your article is meaningless unless the last line KILLS.”

I had a last line typed up here but decided to delete it.  I have just read an article on, ‘Top five regrets of the dying’ and thought the top one was most relevant to my motivation behind a model I created called, the Truth Model:

“I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.”

This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.